Conundrum

If they are the most interesting and desired person to me, then what am I to them?

I need to know now but I need to be patient. I'm in this Conundrum of wanting to be nice but not to be boring. Wanting to challenge but not to question. Wanting to be real but wanting to adapt. I want to compliment but not flatter to them. I want to show desire but not appear desperate. I want validation but don't want to show weakness.

Will they ever show up for me as I do for them or do I just continue on nonchalantly?