how did I get here

I don't know how I got here

How did I get so far into you?

I know you care

Although you are inconsistent

And at worst indifferent

I know I am just another play thing to you

Just like the others

Seeing me on your own terms

Compartmentalized

I've tried on so many faces

But somehow you keep me honest

Now I say less and listen more

While I wonder if I am stll showing any real charactor

While you losing any sense of attraction

But at least I'm no longer pushing you

No longer chasing you

No more opening up about the us that doesn't exist

Time to turn the tables

I'm just waiting for you to feel comfortable enough to respond to me

The way I need you to

Because I need you